use somebody

"you know that i could use somebody.

someone like you.

somebody"
- KoL

i hate coming back to reality, point blank.

i hate being rude and obnoxious.

i hate not talking to my closest friend for almost a week.

i hate that i don't know what i'm going to do with myself in july & august.

i hate that i can't make up my mind about someone.

i hate that i probably won't see most of my local friends past the month of august, for a long time.

i hate that i don't have my drivers license yet.

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i love that i have as many great friends as i do now; especially in comparison to where i was at this time last year.

i love that i still have pen-pals.

i love that i could possibly be starting a new life in the fall.

i love that i'm taking control of my body and eating habits when i wanted to; not when someone else wanted me to.

i love that i'm taking more chances, whether i'm the only one who notices or not.

i love that i no longer take a side in politics.

i love that i'm getting used to seeing photos of myself.

i love that i found love through friendship just when i needed it.

and i love that they see me through all my flaws and are more accepting than i could have ever asked for.

love&hugs,
- L